80 Bottles of Raw On the Wall

Day 11:

- 1hr ultimate bootcamp

Mood:
...this is me beating myself in the head.

i totally neglected the fitness challenge today in order to take care of some much needed priorities. namely registering for classes. ...what joy! it always amazes me how something so simple can take up your ENTIRE afternoon. i nearly lost myself in all the red tape i had to deal with today. fine, that's to be expected.

but then i spent the better part of this evening desperately trying to complete some work that was originally to be prepared by the 26th but is now needed for the 19th. i have four pages of half finished verses and the worst case of writer's block and i just wanna cancel the whole thing.

i cant believe i spent the entire week counting down to this one off day and i didnt do half of the things i wanted to.

AND, besides all of that, ) im quickly nibbling myself back into a SAD existence. ...im pathetic. it's official. im gonna have to sew my mouth shut to complete this challenge, but i doubt id find the wire thick enough...

im frustrated and female dogging, and i dont like to female dog. so im gonna go lie down before i catch a b!tch fit.

good night everyone. i hope your day's going well!